Yellow Stream
A Cancer Diary
by Jerome Freedman, Ph. D.

Bay Area Healers - A Personal Experience
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INTRODUCTION

Last night I received a call from a person I did not know who recommended I write this article in response to Beth Ashley's article on Julie Motz. I was fortunate enough to have Julie Motz present in my last surgery on May 9, a transurethral resection of the bladder tumor (TURBT), the third in a series for me. I was diagnosed with bladder cancer in late January.

Cancer is not new in my family. My sister died of Leukemia in November of 1968, just two months before my son, Micah was born. At the age of seven, Micah presented with a Wilm's tumor, a cancer or the kidney that occurs mostly in children. For Micah's treatment, we supplemented the standard protocol of surgery, radiation, and chemotherapy with alternatives, primarily imagery under the direction of Dr. Sheldon Ruderman and laying on of the hands. Their stories were told in two episodes of In Search of . in 1976 and 1980. I have a copy of the 1980 program if you are interested in reviewing it.

So when I was diagnosed with cancer, I knew that I was going to combine standard medical treatment with alternatives. I immediately began research on the web to find out everything I could about bladder and other cancers, and began to formulate my treatment plan. When Dr. Neuwirth outlined my options and said that by far the "gold standard" treatment for bladder cancer was the complete removal of the bladder, prostate, and surrounding lymph nodes, I was in a state of shock. The plan also calls for construction of a pseudo bladder from part of the large intestine. I did not want to loose any of my body parts! My research on the web and conversations with close friends led me to a bladder sparing protocol developed by Dr. William U. Shipley from Harvard Medical School and the other MGH (Massachusetts General Hospital)! After consultation with Dr. David Gullion, Dr. Wayne Torigoe, Dr. Peter Carroll, and Dr. Francine Halberg, a tumor board came down with the recommendation that I had an equal chance for long term survival with the Shipley method. So decision time was near.
 

ALTERNATIVE HEALERS

In order to make an appropriate decision for me, I began to consult alternative healers. The order and results of these consultations can be found on my web site, Health Cells Grow All By Themselves, http://www.yellowstream/, I want to summarize my experience with what I consider to be the best of them.
 

Martin Rossman, M. D.

Marty and I have been friends for more than ten years, inspired by our common interest in guided imagery. Marty practices collaborative medicine, including acupuncture and guided imagery, in his office in Mill Valley. Together with Dr. David Bresler, he founded the Academy for Guided Imagery, which has trained hundreds of professional on how to use guided imagery in their healing work.

I mention Marty first, partly because he is one of my closest friends, but also because he was in the hospital with me on Super Bowl Sunday, when I was first hospitalized for my disease. He came to visit me and brought with him a newly prepared guided imagery tape on what to do before surgery. Subsequently, I've seen Marty professionally for both guided imagery and acupuncture. He is a gifted healer, who listens carefully to his patients and really cares about people.
 

Anna Halprin

I owe a tremendous debt of gratitude to Anna Halprin. Her love and kindness have inspired me to heal beyond my physical body. Her "Moving Towards Health" group at Marin General Hospital was the mechanism for this healing. In our groups, we have a short time to check in, followed by spontaneous movement and dance led by Anna. The themes that she picks and the style of dance allowed me to find joy and peace in a time of great stress and worry. The movement session is followed by a period of drawing, in which we try to express what was going on in our dance in a picture. While I am not much of an artist, my drawings were often wonderful! They put me in touch with a subconscious reality that helped effect the healing.

Anna is terrific, and the IJ has recently printed a story about her. She deserves the national recognition that she is now receiving.
 

Leslie Davenport

Leslie Davenport is the director of the Humanities Program at Marin General Hospital, and a graduate of the Academy for Guided Imagery. I continue to see her for therapy and guided imagery. The depth and significance of my sessions with her have really made a difference in my life.

I can't say too much about Leslie. She has been there for me during the best of my guided imagery sessions, and she has been there for me during the depths of grief, sadness and despair that accompany the emotional side of having cancer.
 

Gail Teehan

I first met Gail through a mutual friend, but I did not learn what a remarkable healer she is until I go sick. Our friend invited me to attend a Feldenkrais lesson that Gail was teaching at her house. Since I was still recovering from surgery, I decided to go. To my surprise, I loved the work! Since Gail is still undergoing her Feldenkrais certification process, she offered to do an individual Functional Integration session for free in her office in Novato. Finally, on March 20, while I was having a week off from chemotherapy and radiation, I went to see her for the first time. I was so amazed by that first session, that I immediately signed up for future sessions, all of which have had a tremendous effect on how I move and how I think about myself. After one of these sessions, she said that the next time we must do a massage!

I have had a substantial amount of body work done on me since coming to California in 1973. I have to tell you that the first massage that Gail gave me was the best of all on many accounts. She did some preliminary energy healing, which she had learned from Barbara Rose Billings. As she was working on my feet, I felt the effects of the chemotherapy exit my body through my shoulders. It was an incredible experience that can't be conveyed in words. Her work on my shoulders and my neck was fabulous. The treatment she gave my abdomen and bladder were unsurpassed by any previous experience that I had had in those areas. I felt her healing energy go into my bladder and make a difference. Subsequent massages have been just as healing.

Gail and I are planning to give workshops together. The workshop incorporates mindfulness as a healing practice and in movement. We are looking for sponsors for the workshop at this time.
 

Michael Broffman

I can't say enough about Michael Broffman! I believe that he is a multi-faceted genius who knows a lot about many things. He runs the Pine Street Clinic in San Anselmo, and is perhaps the Bay Area's top expert on Chinese medicine and cancer. My initial consult with Michael was on February 7, 1997. In this consultation, he offered to provide me with a list of supplements including vitamins, minerals, antioxidants, extracts, Chinese herbs, and other substances that would build up my immune system and make my treatment easier. He also told me that radical cystectomy has a lot of pitfalls that the doctors don't tell you about. For example, the pseudo bladder can begin to fail after about seven years, and more abdominal surgery would be required to correct any problems. He strongly recommended the Shipley protocol, and from this discussion, my decision was made.

Over the past few months, I have had several occasions to speak with Michael about the Shipley protocol and the prescription of supplements that he gave me. I found him very responsive to my needs and highly recommend him to other cancer patients.
 

Dr. Barbara Rose Billings

I went to see Barbara Rose Billings on February 27, 1997. Dr. Barbara Rose Billings, is a spiritual healer who provides "Integration Therapy" which is a "multi-faceted and individualized to help give you what you need to unleash the healing power within you. Its strength lies in its ability to produce profound results by integrating your essence into the healing process." I had an extremely valuable healing experience with her, in recognizing what I want to do, tuning into my "belly breath", and being recognized for my own healing abilities.

Aside from helping me focus on my goal of telling people about the importance of combining standard medical procedures with alternatives, she also did a session of healing with her hands. She made several passes over my body, and concentrated on my bladder. I felt as deep sense of release when I left her presence.
 

Nicholi Levaschov

Nicholi Levaschov is a Russian energy healer who lives and works in San Francisco. His method is to move energy within your body by moving your energy fields outside of your body. As he was working with me, I could feel a definite energy shift and that he definitely is an effective healer. However, because of the cost and difficulty understanding his English, I decided not to return to him for another appointment, although I spoke with him further on the phone.

What he did was quite remarkable, though. He seemed to be able to stand over my body and evoke healing energy. He moved his hands in circles around the area of my bladder, and I felt the energy quite clearly. I sensed that he was working with colors and when I felt the color, yellow, I made a comment. He confirmed my sensitivity and continued the treatment. All in all, I was there for about thirty minutes and enjoyed the experience quite well.
 

CONCLUSION

The healers I've had over the past five months have helped me to conquer cancer. Each person I have mentioned has helped me in his or her own unique and individual way. I hope to get my web site published as a book someday in order to inspire people to take part in their own healing by seeking out healers of the quality mentioned in this article. While I have had over 2200 visitors to my web site, I feel it necessary to reach a larger audience in a time when cancer strikes almost one in four people.

I'll conclude with the phone numbers of the healers I mentioned in this article.

Martin Rossman, M. D. 383-3197
Anna Halprin 461-9479
Leslie Davenport 459-4235
Gail Teehan 892-1254
Michael Broffman 485-0484
Barbara Rose Billings 457-3474
Nicholi Levaschov 831-8829

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PLEASE NOTE: This material is copyright(c) 1997, by Jerome Freedman, Ph. D. All Rights Reserved. This material will be submitted for publication. This document is meant to be a description of the author's experience and he in no way takes responsibility for the accuracy or completeness of any medical knowledge. The author assumes no responsibility for choices made by any of the readers of this material.

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